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Friday, July 28, 2006

7:15 PM

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Its to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happenCause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the viewWhen there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the viewT
hought you felt it too
When there was me and you

I guess that's what I feel these days...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

7:49 PM

I want to say the truth but I cant...I want to noe the truth but I cant what can I do?

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

7:49 AM

Another time...another days...the journey had been start since the beginning of this year...Many things had happened throughout this year...a new people come...everything seems change starting from the 1st day of this year..but the changes doesn't affect much until I make my decision...changing my mindset leading this life to the right one...I can feel the change..the pain...the sadness and of course the hapiness too. "Once you make a decision, you can't take back the decision" that is the phrase that stick in my mind for this few days..Everytime I make a decision, I always think of what is the advantage or the disadvantage and what will happen after I make that decision. Sometime I am worried of all my decision that I make..sometimes I asked myself will I regret it? but if that decision makes me change...I don't mind...Thank you for giving me advices and makes me think of every steps that I take...

Saturday, July 15, 2006

7:34 AM

yeah today it's the last day with the 7 kids...Kalo ada pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan...Today it's very fun...AKU JADI REBUTAN!!!! Today I went shopping with 3 children. They're names are vivian,Aan and Nerissa. Vivian is pretty girl and talkative. Aan anaknya gampang bgt ngambek, nerdy and he looks like my brother...hahahaha...Nerissa..She is very quiet girl,wearing the braces and pretty too. Aan and nerissa always cannot be toghether. Apalagi klo aku dah ada diantara mereka..nanti yg vivian wants to go to buy toys then yg Aan wants to see the plants. Isn't that a big different? klo misalnya badan ku bisa dibagi 2...hmmm...In the end mreka berdua ngambek...Then koko treat them ice cream...hahaha..Lucky uncle and ko Robert fetch them in the right time...I'm almost losing my passion...but never mind..It's a lesson on how to take care of children...Buat Isnu sorry dah ngrepotin....In the end I met them again but in other venue which is near my previous homestay...When I went out from the house I was smilling so happily..Then Ko Robert asked me "Why are you so happy?" Then I said nothing...then they start to tease me. The worst thing is that they say something that make me irritating...argghhhh....Yahhhh..now it's over no more laughter at nite and no more quarelling at home...I'm gonna miss them a lot..

Friday, July 14, 2006

8:57 AM

Today is the last day with the 7 kids here..We are having a lot of fun today. 1st we went to Marina bay..having bbq party there....2ndly walking around esplenade...jogging around the area and a lot of fun happened today. I love these days surrounding with kids. I'm gonna miss them a lot. I hope they will come back again here....

8:57 AM

Maybe I'm such a loner....What do you all feel if u are crowded with ur friends but no one talks to you?????? Am I the one?

Thursday, July 13, 2006

6:17 AM

While I'm writting this blog I'm doing my A-maths homework and listen to my favourite song "Scandal" thx for him for sending the song.hehehe... In sch today...I have 3 periods of POA and 2 periods of E-maths with the same teacher. Can you imagine 5 periods seeing the same teacher??? Well it's kinda borring but no choice. After sch something happen in my house area. Firstly My tutor was lost when finding my house and she was stucked at the hawker centre near my house.hahaha... (You rawk Ms Lee...hahaha). Then today I must walked around my block area to find an ATM machine. When I called my guardian wanted asking where's the ATM, I was standing right beside the ATM machine...WTH...I want to laugh to myself man...I was like a girl lost in her own house area.hahahaha..It's always happened to me since I moved to my new house. This is my 3rd time after I moved to this house. hahahaha...Well is kind of adventure. Walked around the market and walked blindly.hahaha...What a memorable moment...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

5:08 AM

Wednesday errrr...Today I can say it such a tiring day..Mau ngomong apa ya?? Hari ini di skolah borring bgt..iya hr ini di rumah..di wawancarain sama 7 kurcaci..wakakakak...ditanyain macaem2 dr kehidupan di skolah sama di rmh yg dulu and also indo house...pertanyaannya aneh2 bgt.Ditanyain kangen gak brapa mama? then udah brapa lama dsini? udah pernah pergi ke Pasir ris blm?? anyway they're just kids and I think it's normal to ask such questions. Today for A maths we learn a new chapter. This chapter is easy but it's difficult to understand. Today A maths lesson makes me think of what decision to take. Shall I or NOT? hmm...I dunno what kind of answer that I need. Today when I'm writting this blog the house flung with water. hahaha...My roomate and I clean up the water. Well thanks to Tirsa for telling us this incident.If not this house gonna float with water.hahahaha...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

2:49 AM

Si un jour je peux trouver ma façon pour vous obtenir. Si je peux savoir la vérité de tout.. Peut-être je penserai arrière encore.. je penserai que quelle décision devrait je prends. ..What fera je fais pour faire l'améliorer.. Peut-être mon voyage d'amour toujours sera terminé au milieu du chemin.. et je ne sais pas quand fera l'est entièrement éclairci...

1:30 AM

Yeah..its tuesday... The longest day of the week but I still love it... First thing in the morning..well its still the same...doing the morning duty(gate duty)..Physic lesson then PE..the favourite subject at all times..even it is painful, I think it is good fo our health...and one more thing PE make my SKIN DARKER!!!!..English lesson..It can be better..but the teacher is so naggy...I hate when time she raised her voice...It's damn sharp!!!!! E-maths lesson...hmm...seeing my POA teacher...Mother tongue class is still the same with the jokers around...then the last one A-maths...this teacher teach in very fast speed but he's very good....I Like the way he teach..Today I get injured at my elbow...During PE lesson the teacher ask us do streching for the stomach muscle and back muscle...One of the section is that we must do superman style...It's like so funny...especially when Jeremy give us example of how to do the streching...hahahaha...Today such a tiring day but of course having Fun always....

Monday, July 10, 2006

2:07 AM

I guess Monday is such a wonderful day... well I noe it's a school day, but it's a brand new day for me. For the soccer match ITALY WON!!! they're the winner for the World Cup 2006.Then today for ss lesson, we have combined lecture with the annoying class. Well I get my ss holiday assignment result, I was very shocked and happy I get the highest mark in class. This is my first time I get the highest mark in class.hehehe..hmm...the day keep changing everyday..the time seems so near....Ready or not?

Sunday, July 09, 2006

4:48 AM

Shirley Thank you for your help.
Well i dunno why i still can't believe Ikka is leaving sg. I miss her a lot. I miss leonies and also those people whos stay at 08-06. Mul,Jess,syl,nad,indi and devi. I miss them a lot. I miss where Mul,Jess and I went out together. Hang out together at the blind night. I miss the time we play bowling,pool and of course supper at spize. The laughter, screaming and sadness are all gone now. Well it's not trully gone but now it just a memory.I miss the counselling room and my councelling parthner,Sylvia.hehehe... Not only that I miss the security guard there especially the "butch" who is always scolding us when we are having party late night. hahaha.. Overall I miss all the times at the leonies. But...Life has to be go on. I still must continue with my mission and move to a new environment it's not really that bad. I guess I can have the better one here. Thanx for everybody in leonies especially aunty,uncle and all my friends at the leonies there for being always there beside me.Thanx for ur support. Even we are seperated now, we must still keep in touch. For ci Amel sorry ci benang nya aku abisin.hehehe..I miss all of u.

3:45 AM

Well today I just watch the SWS concert at the Esplanade. It was such a wonderful performance. The theme is "Goes Animals.."It is so nice..even they have made some mispitch when their playing, overall it is not that bad. I like the songs like the Lion King, Disney series and the Doggy and not to forget the Baby elephant. If there is repeatation in the show time I will go and watch it again.